Tuesday, 9 August 2016

Masterpiece

I have been thinking about arts for the past couple of months...about the beauty it emanates, how it plays with the emotions and rises our thoughts...amazing...its even more amazing because I can't understand most art, I am blind to the beauty and is usually baffled, failing to identify the meanings that are hidden beneath the obvious...I read about art, I listen to it, I see it, but I can't feel it...so that's me.

Now, coming back to the story, I was sitting in this classroom of a school for attending an exam. It was a 11th grade classroom. I was sitting in a chair beside a desk and writing, afterwards something else caught my attention. Art, in its raw and crude form, telling stories, emotions, heartbreaks, ideas, and debates to me. I was like an archaeologist who had found some ancient cave paintings. I leaned in to see it and there before me were pictures drawn with pencils, pens, and compasses, carving of such elegance, designs of such magnificence. I saw a designer, an artist, a script-er, an architect, a lover, a poet, attempting their frustrations or creativity on that slab of wood as their canvas, mostly to escape the boredom of an infinite lecture. Each one of them had a story to tell. I could see many messages to lovers, something I guess that was never said. Many broken hearts that were bleeding. Many gangs with their epic tales of glory. Many equations which gave them a rope to climb out of the hell they went through. Each had a story of its own. And this, I could understand, having gone through exactly these same stages years before. And I felt art, it took me back to memories and emotions attached to it. It made me feel stuff I had forgotten for years. And finally I understand art. What masterpieces couldn't do was achieved by this raw fresh carvings. I see it now. 

Monday, 18 July 2016

Life

Life... Can we decide what we are going to do with our life... I don't know... When I was younger, I used to think that we can become whatever we want to be... Of course... I know... You must be laughing now... But I guess everyone thinks that they have figured out life at least once... Some plan it carefully, keeping checkpoints in a time line, others just face life as it comes, spontaneous. I don't know what I am, or what I want to do or where I want to reach for that matter. I used to plan too, like I should do this, I am good at this, so this should be my career, go ahead and become successful in life... But now, after all these 'education'  and learning,  I ponder over the very definition of success, of happiness, of career, of the basic idea of life.

I am a polymath.  Basically someone who is good at a variety of things. Believe me, it's not always a good thing. I learn stuff very fast, so I get bored very fast too.  It's really hard to just focus on a single thing. It's my nature to learn many things. Not a good quality if are looking for a job, I guess or even becoming a specialist.

Then what should I do with all this knowledge that I accumulate. Why do I need this.

Saturday, 16 July 2016

Liberal Arts

There are so many things that I understand so easily, but there are more things that I will never be able to fully comprehend that deeply, to see the real meanings, to savor the core essence, some things will always elude me, somethings that I wish I could see and enjoy. Reason and logic can make you see what others can't...but creativity and imagination, they make you see what is there beyond...Arts. literature, music, no wonder they are called liberal...it liberates your mind, lets it go free, its a dance of thoughts and emotions, the height of human intellect...to be unbound by rules...It would be nice to experience it, for once to see that beauty, the wonder, to stand in awe at those masterpieces that opens a new dimension of perception...

Tuesday, 12 July 2016

Hurricane

You, my hurricane, you lifted me up to dance with you
and weightless I felt...with dreams and love.
Now that you are gone, I am bereft,
standing in the ruins of my heart.
Devastated, I see emptiness around me,
and I understand with pain, finally,
why hurricanes are named after people.

Saturday, 2 July 2016

Philosophy of Albert Camus




When life obviously has no meaning...it is important to judge whether life is or is not worth living...

Friday, 1 July 2016

State of Contra - Brexit (Article 50)

This vote shows what a referendum can do if you offer a binary choice to an electorate, even an educated electorate with a long history of democracy, and push messages based on fear, in the context hings that are economical with the truth and plain lies, a number of misinformation was handed out.
The core issue was : Immigration. The entire blame of failure of economy and everything wrong with the country was put on the shoulders of immigrants.And the solution was to stop immigration and the EU was standing in the way, so BREXIT.

Now Britain is basically screwed. They had this amazingly stupid idea that they can leave EU unscathed. The economy will start to grow and employment will increase. But all they made sure was piss off Germany and other other European giants.

Now Britain wants an open market with free trade, but EU won't accept free trade without free movement of people.

There goes democracy: Parliament voted for something else, the people voted for something else.

Saturday, 18 June 2016

Shantaram

"The world is run by 1 million evil men, 10 million stupid men, and 100 million cowards. The evil men are the power – the rich men and the politicians, and the fanatics of religion – – whose decisions rule the world, and set it on its course of greed and destruction. ... The stupid men, who number ten million, are the soldiers and policemen who enforce the rule of the evil men. ... They are often brave, I'm sure, but they are stupid, too, because they give their lives for governments and causes that use their flesh and blood as mere chess pieces. Those governments always betray them or let them down or abandon them, in the long run. ... And the hundred million cowards, they are the bureaucrats and paper shufflers and pen-pushers who permit the rule of the evil men, and look the other way. ... They are managers, and officials, and mayors, and officers of the court. They always defend themselves by saying that they are just following orders, or just doing their job, and it's nothing personal, and if they don't do it, someone else surely will. They are the hundred million cowards who know what is going on, but say nothing, while they sign the paper that puts one man before a firing squad, or condemns one million men to the slower death of a famine."